Have you ever listened to a concert, some songs that you've never heard, and they hit that cord so hard that you wanted to cry? That's what happened to me today. I was just sitting there, trying not to listen to a foolish concert I was dragged into, and I almost started crying. I felt the tears behind my eyes, and I had to close them the stop them. The songs reminded me of something that still haunts me and hurts like hell. I wish I could get rid of these foolish emotions, then maybe I wouldn't still love a man that doen't love me, and I could finally get over these feelings. He wants to still be firends, but it'll only hurt more, and yet I still want it. I want him out of my life, but I want him in it to. He lives so far from me, and the only way we can talk is on the phone, and that is limited because of his distance. Goddess damn it all!